Pastors are the persons in the church communities who repeat and insist on these kingdom realities against the world appearances, and who therefore must be apocalyptic. In its dictionary meaning, apocalypse is simply “revelation,” the uncovering of what was covered up so that we can see what is there. But the context in which the word arrives adds color to the black-and-white dictionary meaning, colors bright and dark—crimson urgency and purple crisis. Under the crisis of persecution and under the urgency of an imminent end, reality is revealed suddenly for what it is. We had supposed our lives were so utterly ordinary. Sin-habits dull our free faith into stodgy moralism and respectable boredom; then crisis rips the veneer of cliché off everyday routines and reveals the side-by-side splendors and terrors of heaven and hell. Apocalypse is arson—it secretly sets a fire in the imagination that boils the fat out of an obese culture-religion and renders a clear gospel love, a pure gospel hope, a purged gospel faith. (from The Contemplative Pastor by Eugene Peterson, page 50)I want this to become something of a job description for me. My role in this world is not to run a church or to administrate church activities. It is to "rip the veneer" off of the spiritual struggle going on in places unseen. We are so confused by the church is and is not in this world. Unfortunately, many times we do not realize that the church is the place where the kingdom of heaven and the kingdom of this world do battle.
This is a concept from Matthew's gospel that I have begun to see all throughout scripture lately. The visible, local church is not the kingdom of heaven. Mingled in among God's people are all kinds. Those on the brink of believing, those who openly reject truth, those who hide sin, those who are wolves in sheeps clothing, snakes, and devils. There are blind, deaf, mute, crippled, and spiritually dead people within the visible church. The kingdom of heaven do not consist of these. So why are they in the visible church? Because the visible church is where the kingdom of heaven does battle on the kingdom of this world.
I am discovering more and more everyday that my role in all of this is to bring this real battle to the forefront of our minds. We all too often, myself included, forget that this battle is very real. We wage war on one another and destroy ourselves, not recognizing the spiritual battle at hand. Satan is excited when we forget about him, when we blame one another for his work. He does not mind not getting the credit.
But we must recognize the spiritual reality that comes with Ephesians 6:10-20:
Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. Stand therefore, having fastened on the belt of truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and, as shoes for your feet, having put on the readiness given by the gospel of peace. In all circumstances take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming darts of the evil one; and take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God, praying at all times in the Spirit, with all prayer and supplication. To that end keep alert with all perseverance, making supplication for all the saints, and also for me, that words may be given to me in opening my mouth boldly to proclaim the mystery of the gospel, for which I am an ambassador in chains, that I may declare it boldly, as I ought to speak.
It is my duty to equip as many people as possible for this reality. To aid them in being on the alert, to help them put on all the pieces of armor, to put the sword in their hands, and to lead them into prayer. Everything must become about this. Seem intense? So is the fight. Your marriage is about this. Your parenting is about this. Your work is about this. Your life is about this. So how apocalyptic are you?